So I thought that I would give a little update on my trip to Haiti.
Well, there isn't much to update which saddens me. First of all, the girl that I have been communicating with hasn't replied to my email from 2 weeks ago so I'm at a bit of a standstill.
Also, I have been trying to setup our first fundraiser but haven't gotten much of a response. I am feeling rather discouraged because there doesn't seem to be much support from the people I need it from the most. It's hard to feel ambitious to do stuff when it seems that you are doing it all alone and that no one really believes in your cause. I was so on fire about this trip and excited to get everything started, but I've lost that excitement and I believe that satan is really desperately trying to stop me from going on this trip. My cousin told me today that she will not be able to go, my parents really don't seem to support this idea, I didn't get any response from my mass email that I sent to my family about donations, and the due date for the first payment seems to be creeping up very quickly. Can you see why I may be a little discouraged? Well, I am trying to put my faith to work and trust that if this is God's will then he will provide a way. I am ready to work hard and searching for that spark to reignite the fire. Please pray for me in the next couple of weeks that God would show me his will.